User Profile

This is probably the hardest category to fill in. Because this is the first thing that people base their judgement about you on. I dont know why its so important, but if you insist that i give you my bio, then so be it.



My name is Amanda and i am very complex.


I have lived in South Florida for almost 17 years, but never in the same city for too long. I have a chaotic family, and they dont give me much silence. So im constantly searching for silence. Im like an addict. Living my life for silence.



Music, writing, and art make up a big part of who i am. Because the only ways i know how to express myself is through music, writing, and art. I dont know any other way.



I love animals. Im really connected to animals, and i get really attatched to them really easily. I actually have more friends that are animals than friends that are human.

I wouldnt want to have it any other way.



I spend about 98% of my life daydreaming, and that is honestly not an exageration. I dont spend much time in 'reality', but i am more intune with what is going on around me, and i have more common-sense than most people do.



I am really interested in things like cryptozoology. I love fairies alot, and YES, i do believe that they are real. The same way i believe that bigfoot is real, and that i believe that aliens are real. I am NOT one of those people that are out to catch things like this on tape. I DONT want the world to find a bigfoot body, or a lochness monster body, or an alien body, or anything like that, because humans destroy everything. They have already reeked havoc on all the species of the world already, so i would like to see all the unknown mysteries of the world STAY mysteries.



I think i was born in the wrong time. I think i should have been born in the year 1900.



I hate technology. I hope i die before the robots take over earth. But mostly, i guess im a hypocrite, because arent i sitting here, typing about myself on a computer, with a cell phone, a huge stereo, and an RCA color television with cable right next to me?



Im very openminded, and i like to use the word 'unique' to describe myself. I can honestly say that society doesnt influence me much. Like my thoughts and my interests and my tastes in things. I suppose thats one of the reasons why i dont have many friends, because i dont have things in common with most people.



Something most people dont like about me is my honesty. My honesty usually offends people. What can i say? People REALLY dont like to know the truth, no matter what they say. Some people think im a bitch. Well, im not. Im just one of those people who tell the truth, no matter what, and dont feel bad about it.



I am coldhearted. I really am. But at the same time, theres alot of passion and compassion somewhere. Passion and compassion that most human beings cant bring out in me.



I get annoyed very easily, and bored very easily. But atleast im easy to please.



Right now, my life consists of going to work, and waiting for the future. Im going crazy in my head because i know what i want, i just want so many things, and i dont know how to chose between them. I know that you cant have everything you want in life, luckily i only want simple things. But there is so many things, and i dont want to give anything up. Even though i dont have anything, anyways. So i guess anything is better than nothing right? RIGHT? So i should just make a decision and get it over with.

Sorry. You probably have no idea what im talking about. Thats another thing about me: the majority of the things i say are psycho-babble and thats unfortunate, because i have a very high vocabulary, and in my head and when i write i have perfect grammer and speaking patterns.

I also cant stop once i get started, as i have demonstrated ^here^. At first i was resistant to writing one of these things, because i didnt know what to say. But look how much i wrote! Alot more than i thought i could or would.

Well, i think ive written enough. If you want to read more about me (and i dont see why you wouldnt want to 0_o), than go read my journal.

XOXO